Good things are happening!

Ever since I said that I was going to stay away from negativity and drama good things have been happening for me. I believe in Karma and it looks like all the good stuff I have done (and continue to do) is coming back to me. For that same reason as frustrated as I get and as mean as I want to be I never am though I think about it in times of stress and frustration.

" I love all my haters they make me feel greater!"

LMAO! I'm in a good mood today. The drama Kings, Queens and Inbetweens can kick rocks because I'm having a good day.

My allergies are finally easing up which is cool because I usually have one bad allergy bout with the weather change then I am fine for the rest of the year.

In other news I mentioned my hysto looming. It is less than 3 weeks away and I have my pre-surgery clearance in 11 days. I called my insurance regarding the hysto stuff (indirectly) just because I have a feeling something is missing in terms of paperwork and clearance but honestly everything so far is a green light. I just have to be cleared for surgery the week before. I had bloodwork and got other clearance to have surgery but this is more their clearance for me to undergo anesthesia which I already know which anesthesia I can take and how my body reacts and the whole nine yards. I just have to stay calm that day so my heart doesn't do backflips and worries them. lol.

I have been trying to help more guys WHO ARE SERIOUS about bottom surgery get that covered with insurance. For some reason I was helping a guy and forgot that I didn't cross check one surgeon who I was considering for phalloplasty a few months ago. I checked this surgeon back in November but as of December my insurance policy for out of state changed. The way my primary insurance works is that I am covered anywhere in the US when I leave my immediate area it rolls over to a larger more known health plan which so happens to explicity cover trans surgeries pending I meet certain criteria. When I check regarding said surgeon in November his medical facility was covered BUT not his surgeons fees which would have been a lot to come up with though less than paying in full but for around the same amount I could go to Serbia and get the MLD phallo ....But I digress.

So as I was saying in speaking to a another guy trying to help him by pulling up plan information I said let me check which surgeons are covered by my national plan just for the heck of it. There he was along with his medical facility I called today to make sure the insurance page was up to date and my insurance said yes it was. I called the surgeons office and they confirmed that he was in my network and he is taking that insurance. I almost passed the hell out.

Here is the kicker I am already planning with another surgeon BUT I am willing to "switch things up and go with this surgeon if I could get all my ducks in a row.
While I was at it I checked my wife's policy which explicity DOES cover trans surgeries as well but it is only local to our area. I already consulted with the local surgeon who was awesome and knows his stuff. The good thing if I went to him would be that whatever my insurance didn't cover or if they dragged their feet her insurance would pick up with no issues.

This really makes things more confusing. Part of me was going to do the Meta here in the US with insurance then in a few years go for the MLD in serbia or see if it was in the US by then BUT I also like the Hip/Groin flap phallo and have been reading and seeing some amazing this with that.

The surgeon I was planning with was already putting things together so that after my hysto I would already have my date and can just focus on pumping and preparing my mind, body and soul for surgery which would be at the end of the year (christmas gift to myself 8D)

Now I am torn between doing the meta to alleviate some dysphoria for now then going for the MLD as I REALLY REALLY WANT or going for the whole shebang now and getting my phallo with insurance instead of waiting for the MLD. I know before I die if I can help it I want my phallo but at the same time with the baby (wife and I have a little girl via adoption for those who don't know) and other stuff meta would be easier to do right now than stages of a phallo. UGH.

I will focus on my hysto and keep thinking things through regarding my lower surgery decisions. I feel stress but blessed that I have such positive things to be worried about.

Stay tuned!