Counting down...

I told myself I wouldn't do it because I didn't want to jinx things but I decided to say "Screw it!" I am counting down to my hysto. So I officially started counting down today. I'm still not gonna post the exact date on here just yet for various reasons but I will say that I am happy that things are moving quite fast. We are still in the double digits but once the count down gets to the single digits I will really be bouncing off the walls.
Things are moving along. I have my pre-surgical bloodwork and EKG next week which I know will be fine since I had bloodwork done recently enough for there not to be drastic changes. I know though for surgery labs have to be done again by their people so I am fine with it. It also gives me a midway point to look forward to.

I thought I would be nervous or be feeling some sense of loss but I am not feeling any of that... well at least not yet. We will see what happens as time passes.

I am still waiting to hear back regarding some stuff with lower surgery so we will see how that goes. I feel like I have come to terms with what I need to do for my genitals and what steps to take for me to get where I want and need to be. I plan to focus on my hysto since that is laying the ground work for my lower surgery. 6 weeks after my hysto I can follow up with my planning of lower surgery and setting dates. Stay tuned for that.
till then I am

COUNTING DOWN!