April 19th- is a big day for me

There was a lot going on today.

First off today is my 2 year Anniversary of Top surgery! Hurray!

I also had my post op appointment today for my hysto. The surgeon looked at my incision (which are so tiny) just to make sure that they are closing properly and arent infected. I was nervous that she would have to look between my legs which she didn't she also told me that I would never have to have any "exam" again. She did say that some docs suggest getting the hole checked every 2- 3years just to make sure there are no other issues or if using those parts to check for STD/STIs. I told her I plan to have that hole closed by next year this time so we need not worry about that. She laughed. She informed me that my pathology came back fine and that while she had her "scope" in me she looked at my liver since she knew it was a "concern" she stated that my liver looks perfectly normal externally. It is NOT enlarged, it is normal color and appears fine. She reported that she put this in her OR report as a side note. Her looking was justified due to previous medical notations. She said I could get a copy if I wanted to take to my Liver specialist since he was deciding whether or not they should "scope" me or do a biopsy. I am on cloud 9 right now! I am SOOOO happy that I got this done!

Today was a great day!

Not sharing pictures or surgery results

I hear all the time guys saying "I don't see enough pictures of bottom surgery results" some guys even say that they don't see enough top surgery results from guys of color!
Now why is that you might ask? BECAUSE PEOPLE ON THE INTERNET CAN BE RUDE AS HELL!
Now don't get me wrong now EVERYONE is an ass when it comes to respecting people's bodies but some people are!
I know plenty of guys talking about how they "HATE scars" and "top surgery with DI is ugly" and "bottom surgery doesn't look real"(I'll come back to this topic later). Well then DON'T have surgery! Just don't hate on the guys who have and disrespect them. I RARELY share pictures because I am just a private person and though Top surgery did alleviate my dysphoria drastically I am still protective and sensitive about my body at times. I decided to share top surgery photos to show off my tattoo and show another guy of color who had top surgery. Fools.. YES I SAID IT! FOOLS! had the nerve to talk smack about my chest! Well screw you! Don't LOOK! Also I WANTED TO SAY "At least I had surgery and I'm not dragging around quadruple D titties!" As always Mr. Nice guy pops up in me and I don't say that because that would be mean.
Why would I want to share my pictures with people who are gonna be rude?! That is why now I share when I feel like it. Sometimes I share sometimes I don't!
I am planning on having bottom surgery and in terms of surgery results for bottom surgery on guys of color that is like a needle in a hay stack! You can see a few metas sprinkled across the internet but NOT ONE PHALLO! I have spoken to guys of color and Asked them why they don't share their photos. (I knew the answer but still asked)
Guys said "If people can't respect someone's chest which is already senstive to many people WHY would I let them see my penis and say all sorts of disrespectful stuff after I spent thousands of dollars having surgery to feel whole?!"
Point made!
It makes me feel like only showing my dick in safe spaces at conferences that way if someone talks crap I can just DICK SMACK them. lol.
So the next time you are aching to see surgery results blame the loud mouth in the forum with you that doesn't know how to shut the hell up for them not being there!