3 days post hysto and more!

3 days since my hysto and I feel great!Today I ran errands again and felt fine. I was out of the house today for about 6 hours with no issues. I still take a nap during the day but I think that has more to do with my inability to go to bed at a respectable time of night no matter what I do. I am returning to work on monday which will only be 6 days post op. In that case I plan to go to bed at a decent hour. Work doesnt require as much walking as I have been doing the past 2 days so I know I will be fine. I only work 4 days next week anyway.

I have been thinking about my maleness since having my hysto and for some reason in my mind I feel more at ease now that I have rid myself of those unwanted parts. I do not see other guys having those parts as less male but for some reason I feel more at home in my body and more like the man I should be because those parts are gone. I don't feel like I am more male in relation to others but more male in relation to pre surgical myself if that makes sense. I hold different standards, wants and needs for my body and medical transition yet respect other peoples paths/journeys/needs whatever that may be.
Though I still REALLY want NEED lower surgery since having this hysto I feel really calm and at peace. I think it may be the initial Euphoria of it all only time will tell. I am still planning lower surgery but I don't feel the same sense of time crunch/ pressure that I did prior to the hysto. Interesting...

I have been making some business decisions while home that I am very happy with to take my non-profit to the next level. It will allow me to help more peole in the "community" while maintaining more of the boundary that I feel I need for my own personal sanity and safety.